why i love you letter to girlfriend

5. ) To Sarah
July the 14th, 1861 Washington D. C. The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days -- perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write you again, I feel impelled to write lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more. Our movement may be one of a few days duration and full of pleasure -- and it may be one of severe conflict and death to me. Not my will, but thine 0 God, be done. If it is necessary that I should fall on the battlefield for my country, I am ready. I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in, the cause in which I am engaged, and my courage does not halt or falter. I know how strongly American Civilization now leans upon the triumph of the Government, and how great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and suffering of the Revolution. And I am willing -- perfectly willing -- to lay down all my joys in this life, to help maintain this Government, and to pay that debt. But, my dear wife, when I know that with my own joys I lay down nearly all of yours, and replace them in this life with cares and sorrows -- when, after having eaten for long years the bitter fruit of orphanage myself, I must offer it as their only sustenance to my dear little children -- is it weak or dishonorable, while the banner of my purpose floats calmly and proudly in the breeze, that my unbounded love for you, my darling wife and children, should struggle in fierce, though useless, contest with my love of country? I cannot describe to you my feelings on this calm summer night, when two thousand men are sleeping around me, many of them enjoying the last, perhaps, before that of death -- and I, suspicious that Death is creeping behind me with his fatal dart, am communing with God, my country, and thee. I have sought most closely and diligently, and often in my breast, for a wrong motive in thus hazarding the happiness of those I loved and I could not find one.


A pure love of my country and of the principles have often advocated before the people and the name of honor that I love more than I fear death have called upon me, and I have obeyed. Sarah, my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me to you with mighty cables that nothing but Omnipotence could break; and yet my love of Country comes over me like a strong wind and bears me irresistibly on with all these chains to the battlefield. The memories of the blissful moments I have spent with you come creeping over me, and I feel most gratified to God and to you that I have enjoyed them so long. And hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when God willing, we might still have lived and loved together and seen our sons grow up to honorable manhood around us. I have, I know, but few and small claims upon Divine Providence, but something whispers to me -- perhaps it is the wafted prayer of my little Edgar -- that I shall return to my loved ones unharmed. If I do not, my dear Sarah, never forget how much I love you, and when my last breath escapes me on the battlefield, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults, and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless and foolish I have oftentimes been! How gladly would I wash out with my tears every little spot upon your happiness, and struggle with all the misfortune of this world, to shield you and my children from harm. But I cannot. I must watch you from the spirit land and hover near you, while you buffet the storms with your precious little freight, and wait with sad patience till we meet to part no more. But, O Sarah! If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the garish day and in the darkest night -- amidst your happiest scenes and gloomiest hours -- always, always; and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath; or the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by.


Sarah, do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for thee, for we shall meet again. As for my little boys, they will grow as I have done, and never know a father s love and care. Little Willie is too young to remember me long, and my blue-eyed Edgar will keep my frolics with him among the dimmest memories of his childhood. Sarah, I have unlimited confidence in your maternal care and your development of their characters. Tell my two mothers his and hers I call God s blessing upon them. O Sarah, I wait for you there! Come to me, and lead thither my children. -Sullivan Ballou Darling, We both know we have a very special relationship -Without ever needing to say so how in love we are. But now I want to say you are very precious to me. I love to be close to you. You are more beautiful than sunshine, more precious than gold. You are sweeter than candy and more lovely than the moon. You are exquisite and delightful, special and unique. And whats most astounding of all, you want to be with me. I remember the first time I met you. It was one of the best moments of my life. I couldn't understand why you were so special to me. But the time we spent together was so enchanting that each moment without you feel like a punishment to me. I only know how difficult it was for me to restrain myself from rushing to you and to concentrate on my work. Sometimes when I couldn't bear your absence, I would call you up. And somewhere along the way, I myself opened up without even realizing it. We slowly developed a deep love, and eventually we both knew it. It was so beautiful a feeling I am madly in love with you, my darling. You entered my heart Slowly, quietly and passionately Your love spread through me.


Now Why are you so perfect, God only knows. , In every direction, there is you just you. What madness, what obsession What can I say of my state now? My heart, my soul, my whole world, you are my only desire. My sweetheart only You!! My love, I am writing this letter to you to let you know that life without you is not the same without you. I miss you a lot. Life without you is very sad and lonely. I have realised that it was you who keep me alive and cheerful. I am still in love with you. Will you give me another chance? I thought I would get used to your absence from my life, but every day has been harder, when I think of all the good times we spent together. I request you to come back to me if you feel the same way. I shall be waiting for you as long as it takes as I love you from the Bottom of my heart. Yours truly, Dear. I love you since the moment you came into my life. I look forward get a glimpse of yours every day. You have touched me deeply like on one else. The feelings are so very difficult to express. Today I have gathered the courage to put forth my love before you. I just wanted you to know how I feel about you. My darling, I never knew the meaning of true love till the day I met you and having you as my sweetheart is like a dream come true for me. I become a little weak when it comes to speak my feelings in front of you, so I have thought to pen down my feelings, as I did not want to miss a chance to let you know that you are an angel, my true companion, my best friend and my soulmate. I just wish to tell you that I love you till eternity. I am madly in love with your gentle smile, the spark in your eyes, your warm touch and essence of the bond that we share. I cherish each and every moment spent with you. With you in my life I feel to be the luckiest person on this earth. You really mean the world to me. I love you.

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